you print my heart on every page,

Moving off,

2010-04-05T22:01:00.001+08:00

Moved to
queeenofhearts.tumblr.com

Thank you v much :)

Weekend trip,

2010-04-04T12:06:00.001+08:00

Indonesia:
1. Arrived in the evening, 6pm.
2. I ate the best sotong balls in the world. (I think)
3. I ate good seafood.
4. We had a meal at a seaside restaurant, best view.
5. I played hide and seek with my cousins, and counted to tiga puluh.
6. We had the longest free kbox session ever.
7. I completed 3 homework on the trip.
8. Prayed at the temple.
9. We played ps2 with my cousins and I got owned by my 6-year old cousin in Naruto.
10. Came home at 10pm last night.

2010-03-31T21:58:00.002+08:00

At this point of time I probably would need a good tumblr post and picture to describe how I feel, but I can't. And I don't even know what I am thinking right now, I dont need any assurance, I just want to know what I can do, how I can do it.

look into my eyes, tell me what you see.

2010-03-30T22:06:00.003+08:00

LOLLLLL Am super amused by Carissa’s post! And hey hey you you! You took a picture with him GOSH HOW COULD YOU DO THAT?! Haha kidding LOL. :D I seriously wished I had green eyes or like blue eyes or anything for that matter except for… let’s say, BLACK. HAHA I am like complaining about being an Asian BUT NO I AM NOT. I just wish for that that’s all. I’m happy being short and blackish in all areas and having yellow skin w the weakest genes (I think). Next life Kimyee, next life!

Carissa's buddy was telling me something like, Jansport bags are something that you need to have over there in order to fit in (?) Something like tht. HOHOHO.
LOLLL.

She's beautiful,

2010-03-27T19:00:00.002+08:00

I wanna go up straight to her and
tell her how beautiful she is,
no matter how many bones she's missing in her face,
'cause what makes her so pretty is the courage she's got.

actually maybe,

2010-03-25T18:57:00.002+08:00

"Nobody said it was going to be easy."

Am probably going to switch to tumblr. Hmm.
The thought of transferring to another school is coming back to me again.
But I know, there’s just so much I can’t let go in here.

Being cool isn't the thing anymore,
being happy is.

its a mismatch of vibrance,

2010-03-23T22:07:00.002+08:00

@papertissue
___

I'm really just treating this like a tumblr, dumping thoughts wherever I go. : )
Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEILING!

break through,

2010-03-23T21:58:00.007+08:00

“I’ve been thinking a lot lately about taking chances and how
that’s really just about overcoming your fears. Because the truth is,
every time you take a big risk in your life, no matter how it ends up, you’re always glad you took it.”
—
Scrubs (via julie911)

& I was telling Kimberly today that I hope everything can be worth it.
*crosses fingers hard*

Missing out on those days,

2010-03-22T22:24:00.003+08:00

I love talking to my cousins,
maybe because they are older and they understand things better,
or maybe it's just because with them around everything seems a lot easier.
You just know there's someone who cares at the end of the day.
The sad thing's that days with them are getting much shorter.
V random, but you do know what I'm talking about :)

slurp slurp slurpppppp,

2010-03-22T20:13:00.003+08:00

YEAR 4 BANDSMEN/KIMBERLY DO YOU SEE THIS!!
Tmr is a CCA day *winks*

littlest things

2010-03-22T18:15:00.003+08:00

Today I learn over reliance was bad, because when you are suddenly left alone,
you have no one to hold up the sky with you

Memories will continue to live, but I'll say,

2010-03-21T21:17:00.008+08:00

Time to move on.
Once you tell yourself this, it means you are ready to let go and walk on,
even if its with your bare feet. And I'm telling myself that.
It will just be me, myself and I from now on but I won't die,
won't die inside.

when can i ever get right back onto the track,

2010-03-20T22:09:00.004+08:00

Day and night
I think I'm tired
I feel like I am tired

but sometimes I really just stare in front of my com
until i get so exhausted
hoping that once I fall onto my bed
I sleep at once

so that i wouldnt take a million seconds
to ponder about things i can't handle
worry about what i need to do
thinking about what the next day has in stored

i dont want to feel tired anymore.

Up we go, let's not look down anymore.

2010-03-17T22:42:00.005+08:00

This will pretty sum up my week so far.

1. Online movie spree.

She's the man
I (L) Channing tatummmmm :) Reminds me of Shanghai trip ha!

A lot like love
Not bad I guess, but i still prefer 500 days of summer :D

2. Pizzazz Charity Concert

Went w yiting to support the event as well as ANewDay and Tze Chong haha. Got pretty excited cause most events had RVians and Tze Chong was awesome HAHA! LOL then had waffle supper with bella and yiting. Got home late.

3. Kbox w Alice

Haha Alice in wonderland was a good catch, but 3D glasses make my head spin around T.T thought the quality of the glasses are better at Shaw. Heehee. The graphics were awesome and the characters were really interesting.

3. Perfect Laptop and a crappy movie

Went to school in the morning to settle some band stuffs, notice board is almost done! :) After that went to meet yiting to fix my laptop (FINALLY OK) and now its perfectly alright with msn :) yeah! Thanks yiting for the company ^^ Afterwards went to meet Columbus at cityhall. Ate dinner and marina and caught Being Human. GOSH its crappy like madddd. totally not worth the watch. Previous movies were better! ):<

4. Band Camp (orientation yr 1)

Every year something changes. And this year's was planned by juniors, our turn to get to make the mixture, and more, goo.. Haha yeah. Good experience though, I learned a lot even though this time round I wasnt involved in the planning. Weird huh. Haha overall it was quite a success :)

5. Went out w Hsiaotien to get some stuff today.
Had to photocopy scores, finish up some homework and get the photos developed for my grandma. :) was pretty excited because the photos were cheap cheap! Am going to do some scrapbooking w pictures or some sort when im free. loves sch holidays specials HAHA!

perhaps the best way is to stop all these,

2010-03-14T22:46:00.001+08:00

Suddenly occurred to me that whatever I'm doing right now is just running away and away from the problems that I should face.

Though I know that somehow sometime I have to face it.

back to the same ol' days,

2010-03-13T12:24:00.003+08:00

Where everything seems to be alright w you guys by my side.

I feel a sudden gush of nostalgic. Hm, ytd wasn't exactly a very good day, a lot of things suddenly came pouring out and I was like really sick and tired of hearing the same old things. And then I ranted to bryan for a shortwhile He kept quiet and he said "It's okay luh Kimyee, you are not the only one." It made a lot of sense.

But it wasnt the only thing that was making me feel this way I guess. Ytd I talked to Andrew gor again, and yeah, he said a lot of things that made a lot of sense, once again. I know I can't continue to drag this on further.

Wtv it is, I will pull through it.
March holidays! Ha.

Oh and I finally caught my first movie after so long, Valentine's Day! Loads of salty popcorn and wrinkled lips and talking and finger twister on iphone LOL! Haha took so long to figure out the game lah. Anw I think the movie is really quite nice! : )

2010-03-10T19:51:00.000+08:00

Time to change a new skin! Lol!

when your mind is blank,

2010-03-05T23:38:00.003+08:00

I feel really terrible now, and to think I thought I could smile through all this. I have absolutely no idea on what I should do right now.

in the midst of black clouds,

2010-02-28T12:16:00.002+08:00

GET WELL SOON HSIAOTIEN!

and this time i'll say,

2010-02-28T12:05:00.004+08:00

Life's gonna beat you if you're not gonna beat it.

just this once,

2010-02-27T10:43:00.001+08:00

I feel like shutting myself down.

there's so much we can do,

2010-02-25T21:29:00.002+08:00

If only sometimes life could be made easier, and the only thing tht would need to be done is if people cared more about each other and the world around us, we wouldnt be surrounded by problems we need to solve when these problems are what we have created for ourselves.

I used to think knowing more things will make me feel smarter, or at the very least teach me about the things in life. But now I know, knowing lesser things actually gives yourself a better impression of the world. Because the more you know, the more you realise how ugly this world can actually be.

On the contrary, life isnt that bad afterall.

This post is reallyyyyy contradicting, and I have no time to organise my thoughts in a way all of you guys will understand,

I'm studying bio right now, you know.

so you make my heart beat go tut tut tut,

2010-02-24T20:22:00.002+08:00

Random facts about school days:

1. Must remember to attach files before sending out an email, MUST REMEMBER! ):<
2. I WANNA EAT SKITTLES. Purple skittles ^^
3. Why is Zhi Jia so scared of me? ):
4. I just burped.
5. I cant wait for this week to be over so that all the tests will be long gone~
6. Someone is screaming outside the window.
7. I cant sit together w ah teng, we end up talking non-stop.
8. I am shagged, pretty much.
9. CHEER UPZZ kimberly! :D
10. I hope I didnt change.

But I gotta keep trying and keep my head held high,

2010-02-21T14:19:00.003+08:00

Gonna tune to channel 8 at 8pm sharp today to watch the chingay 'cause clairey boo performed (and the whole rvwushu team too in case you are still unaware)! Hoho :) Ok anyway I think my brother and I look more and more different each year, now everyone says we look like our individual parents (me, my mum and my brother, my dad). Hmm. This weekend is horrible, so many things to do! :( But its good 'cause it keeps me busy at least right! Next week's filled with tests, but it's all gonna be over real soon and then we wouldn't have much tests anymore so yes hurray. :) I want to go watch movie right after tests!

Slap me, I feel like changing my url and disappear from the surface of the earth. I think somehow I havent learn to take things easy, but I hope things would turn out better and everyday I am hoping.

Am going to start believing and trusting that everyday is a better day.

K back to living my life.

it feels so empty

2010-02-17T19:45:00.002+08:00

My mum is super cute! She walked into my room and unwrapped some tissue paper, then she was like "eh today my office got buffet then wah the pastry damn nice, so i wrapped and bring home wahahahaha!" Seriously LOL.

Oh anyway Kimberly is back from taiwan! And she bought this boing boing hammer thing for me THANKS MY DEAR :) Haha Ms Tan thought it was a phone ringing or something lol! And ms ling helped me massage with it o.o Haha alright, brought it home and my mum was like using it to massage her back.

Just like the sunflowers I hope you'll stay,

2010-02-15T00:00:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FELICIA NG !
- inserts heart -

Most of the things I wanna say are in the letter, so I shall keep this short, stay happy and pretty (*coughs) HAHAHA only during your birthday I will say that alright! I hope you enjoyed the surprise and I'm sorry we cant celebrate right on that day 'cause all of us are busy collecting angbaos! Haha and of course, hope you liked the presents, did the sunflowers die yet?! Must take good care of them okay. Haha! Thanks for being a great company as always, happy 16th!

Because even nobody is a nobody,

2010-02-12T19:10:00.003+08:00

I was talking to somebardy today and I was like "Gosh your life is so fruitful!" (cause apparently he goes for swims once in a while sailing w his friends, go shopping and eat good food, hang out and go for a swim w his buddies)

And he asked me "why?"

So I replied " 'Cause its like you go wherever you want, do whatever you wish and all that for a reason, life's so good for you!"

And he's like "Well I don't think that there is a reason for everything I do! Sometimes I just do it. And at a certain age you will just be able to afford to do that."

And then he said " Don't think so much, just enjoy every moment that you have. Life is either a daring adventure or nothing at all."

Gosh I have no idea why I think so much! I should just live every moment as it is and be happy, enjoy the last years I have before I turn 18 and make decisions way more important than those which I perceive as important right now.

Today highlights: Felicia's birthday celebration, Macs, Drag me to hell at yucheng's house
All in all I am MAD TIRED GRR! Haha while people are most probably enjoying outings out there I am going to prepare to bathe, eat dinner, watch an online movie, finish up homework(crosses fingers and hopefully i will), and have a good rest before cny officially starts the day after tomorrow? Ah whatever! EGGCITED.

Tenth,

2010-02-11T21:45:00.003+08:00

10, and that is a great number because this year is the 2010,
and soon it will be 12 which is one full year.

Hope we can look up at the same sky together as long as always.

baa baa black sheep,

2010-02-10T21:23:00.004+08:00

Hello World! I am pretty much happy today because:

1. I saw claire and tseyin laugh at something during the forum thingy until BOTH their faces turned red. It isnt something to be happy about, you would feel, BUT IT WAS AMUSING FOR THAT MOMENT SRSLY! But I dont think they realised HOHO.

2. I ate dinner w my family :)

3. CNY IZ COMINGZ.

4. Tmr is a thursday (= end of the week soon)

5. I bought a new bag :}

6. I DIDNT DIARRHEA TODAY (or felt nauseous for that matter!)

Simple things can actually make one happy :D

Haha o yeah, yiting said this today and I found it soooo true: "Liking someone makes you vulnerable." And I was like "Omg so true.."

And after 5s I said,

"Omg so true.."

And after 10s I said,

"Omg so true.."

i'll sing your favourite song,

2010-02-07T17:39:00.003+08:00

Had stomach flu two days ago, with a high fever, but thank god that subsided within a night. But the diarrhea continued up till today, I've lost some weight - think thats the only good thing about it. Accidentally ate cheese (forgot that cheese is milk!) ytd during dinner w Columbus and therefore my frigging diarrhea came back this morning! i've ran to the toilet for about 8 times today, minus off the times i took to pee.

Ok it sounds disgusting but I've lost the mood to study because of that ):<

My blog has became quite stagnant due to the lack of pictures so yeah, just making up for that.

Haha this is by yuhong when he was bored during chinese lesson lol! I was amazed by that HAHA!

I dont really know what to expect from my life anymore, but i'm taking it as it goes, step by step.

have no idea whats of importance anym,

2010-02-02T21:34:00.003+08:00

I dont know what's wrong, but I know I shouldnt let these things affect me, because in time to come, I'll just be drowning myself in more and more of these things.

I will learn to let go and accept more.

At least for now.

Enough is never enough to be enough.

2010-01-31T19:13:00.003+08:00

Evan (obs instructor) shared this with us someday.

"I wish you enough"
- Bob Perk

Recently I overheard a father and daughter in their last moments together. They had announced her departure and standing near the security gate, they hugged and he said, "I love you. I wish you enough." She in turn said, "Daddy, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Daddy."

They kissed and she left. He walked over toward the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see he wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on his privacy, but he welcomed me in by asking, "Did you ever say goodbye to someone knowing it would be forever?"

"Yes, I have," I replied. Saying that brought back memories I had of expressing my love and appreciation for all my Dad had done for me. Recognizing that his days were limited, I took the time to tell him face to face how much he meant to me.

So I knew what this man experiencing.

"Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever goodbye?" I asked.
"I am old and she lives much too far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is, the next trip back would be for my funeral," he said.

"When you were saying goodbye I heard you say, "I wish you enough." May I ask what that means?"

He began to smile. "That's a wish that has been handed down from other generations. My parents used to say it to everyone." He paused for a moment and looking up as if trying to remember it in detail, he smiled even more."When we said 'I wish you enough,' we were wanting the other person to have a life filled with just enough good things to sustain them," he continued and then turning toward me he shared the following as if he were reciting it from memory.

"I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright.
I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun more.
I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive.
I wish you enough pain so that the smallest joys in life appear much bigger.
I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting.
I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess.
I wish enough "Hello's" to get you through the final "Goodbye."

He then began to sob and walked away.

I wish all my friends, family and myself, enough.

"There's something about obs that stays with you for life"

2010-01-29T21:36:00.003+08:00

OBS was hell loads of fun and memorable moments, because of the people involved and the things we were doing. Every minute we were doing something, besides the 7 hours of sleep that is. From waking up to unpitch the tents to eating breakfast to packing things and then moving off, back to have a quick shower, washing our life vests and then pitching tents and to start cooking.

The guys helping to carry things, the girls helping to wash things. Us laughing together with the best instructor ever (Y) I LOVE COLUMBUS (and the instructor evan of course hahaha). Haha sounds like some reflection but seriously it was really awesome. I think the juniors who are going in July are so going to love it.

I think it was that through the hardships people really bond a lot more together. But well, obs is over and its effing back to reality. The moment I came back, reality hits me back hard, real hard. Its all back to worrying about things and deciding and making choices.

At least we managed to escape away from reality for a period of 5 days.

Tests, what are tests? I forgot about them long ago.
Evan told me that. T.T Super suan. To be serious I admire him, for having a job which he enjoys doing. I wonder how I will end up in a few years time.

I think I sound emo in this post, or maybe I am -.- wahlao!

OBS

2010-01-24T16:12:00.002+08:00

AM I BEING PARANOID?
I keep thinking I didnt bring enough stuff but my bag is too heavy and bulky, is it supposed to be this way eh?!!

Might throw my dreams away,

2010-01-23T21:53:00.002+08:00

Something lacks in me recently, I have hell no idea what that is!! ):<

But I feel kinda inspirational now.

Ugh.
I am considering whether to abandon this blog or not blog forever, because I am losing the touch to blog, tsktsk no good.

Ok now I am smiling because I thought of the retarded story different 4E people contributed to a few days ago. I like 4E, I seriously do.

I'm going to go have a good sleep and then wake up to finish up physics assignment and bio assignment and pack for obs.
(HAHAHA I SOUND SO NO LIFE)

Tutor tday was great, I've learnt so much from her and I think from today I found out what I was lacking in terms of my attitude towards everything. And I should change, hm yes I should.
I like playing the clarinet, I mean it.

I have been losing touch with too many people and gaining touch (if thrs such a term) with many. Idk if it actually balances up my life that bit, because it always feels more like a loss than a gain, for each decision and choice that I make. But I must learn not to regret in any case.

Did I post that for bio practical we cut eyeballs? Pig's eyeballs. Hell cool yeah (Y).

Does it even matter?

2010-01-21T22:02:00.003+08:00

Haha I have no idea why but I find it so hard to understand, but I guess my mum is right. I will have to accept it no matter what why how. I dont know why I have to, but I just know I have to. Ironic yes?

Maybe someday I will grow numb to this kind of things, 'cause afterall it doesnt really matter right? Cause when i repeatedly ask myself this question I find myself searching for an answer that will never exist.

Sorry 'bout the lack of content.

I believe things happen for a reason.

2010-01-20T22:22:00.000+08:00

“ If I’ve learned anything in life, it is that sometimes things get in your path and you have a choice: you can either smash right into them, or you can adjust and move around, but you have to do one or the other in order to move forward. "

-Gossip Girl

sigh

2010-01-20T21:54:00.003+08:00

School is seriously mundane! Except for the fact that everyone cracks up when HE goes up and speak about some crap, although some of the things he say is true but we, the students are not terrorists, or osama or whatever you wanna call us. (i think i sound offensive here?)

This reminds me of the day me, fiona, paola, tseyin and amanda walked past some jjc students and they are like "your new principal very good hor?"

-.-

last few minutes,

2010-01-16T21:04:00.002+08:00

I think it is impossible for anyone to completely understand someone else. It's tiring to keep guessing and to keep quiet without asking if no one wants to speak. But sometimes you know you have to do it. But it gets tiring after a while, dont know why. But I guess to some extent, we all try to understand each other better in many ways.

It's weird how I still manage to fall asleep in class although I sleep at ten plus everyday, I still feel so frigging tired during lessons gosh this is so terrible. And then I would only remember wesley murmuring to me "What did teacher say ah?" And he turns to me only to find me dozing off lolol T.T

KKKKK I AM BORED.

update

2010-01-14T20:38:00.002+08:00

Sorry 'bout the lack of content in my blog recently, havent got much time to update properly and such. Sunday's beautiful sunday was great though ^^ Section dinner was successful to the max yeah~ Should definitely have more of these. Furthermore there isnt anything much happening in school other than the usual stuffs. But obs is coming! Haha im looking forward but I hope my friend would come and visit me soon. AND I PRAY KIMBERLY's LEG WILL RECOVER GOSH GIRL YOU CANT MISS OBS YKNOW?!

Birthdays

2010-01-14T20:36:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO

CARI TAN!
NG XIN RUI!
YAP YIHAN!
LIM CHENGYU!

LOL so many people's birthday today! :O

I will do something different.

you know that we can all be friends,

2010-01-09T18:38:00.002+08:00

There's always people you'll keep, people you'll try to cherish but never managed to cherish enough, people who have left, people who you have grown closer to, people whom you wished you knew more about them, people whom you have questions about, people whom you love, people whom you wished loved you more,

yet when you look back at all those memories you have with each of these people,
you feel stronger each time. And you learnt to accept the way things are.

When somebody you are no longer close to messages you a simple HAPPY BIRTHDAY or GOOD LUCK FOR EXAMS, leave you a message on facebook or tags you in a note,
you feel warm all over again,

'cause you know the memories of that person has never once faded away.

Lucky me,

2010-01-08T22:54:00.001+08:00

Its easy to find someone who can make you smile or cry. But it takes someone really special to make you smile even though you've got tears in your eyes.

I think my friends are capable of that : )

Whuttttttttt.

2010-01-07T20:03:00.002+08:00

Reading happy blog posts makes me happy!! So I shall be one of those happy blog then makes people feel happy after reading them eh? Haha!

Although school has been really boring (and I should get on with my overdue holiday homework), everything is really not that bad. At least there are things we can look forward to, although it may seem like a tiring process.

A new year and I promised myself I must be happy! No matter whutttt.

My blog lacks serious content because thrs no pictures because im too lazy hurhur!

Happy happy,

2010-01-05T23:21:00.003+08:00

Tonight I'm a happy gurlz. Though its late and I have undone homework but I just had a talk with Andrew gor again : ) And I'm pretty much really excited about tmr, finally after so long meeting up with Weini gosh. And now im left with Sinzhi and Xinyi left to catch up with, when are you guys free?! Haha so gonna find some time. :D

Btw I think our new teachers are nice, esp Mr Chen PL though I thought he was going to be boring! And yeah besides that I think most of the teachers followed up. and new uniform FTW! I wish we could have the old p.e. shirt back though.

And I look like red indian now due to the orientation LOLL T-T I love my group of cca leaderrrrrs heehee : )

Anw Jiayou Kimberly~!

Just not,

2010-01-03T21:24:00.002+08:00

Im just not that type of person. I cant sit around and watch things happen.
It's so hard to change someone.

Things to do:

2010-01-03T11:19:00.003+08:00

1. Send yijing letter! (omg so super overdue)
2. Memorise amazing grace.
3. Prepare attendance sheet for ms chan.
4. Settle attendance for nov and dec.
5. Finish up all the important homework. (by important i mean those homework that involves teachers who may follow up LOL)
6. Watch an online movie.

Ok that's enough to last the final day of holidays before school reopens tmr.

2010-01-03T10:51:00.002+08:00

I suddenly have this thought, that even though most of the time we may make decisions that have caused us to miss out important things in our life,
But I know I would never miss out those important people in my life. : )

@ claire

2010-01-02T21:35:00.002+08:00

Was talking to booyagini.

2B-PENCIL'o8! {03} Cruel Reality says:
aiyoh today i see you in sch i
so happy sia

2B-PENCIL'o8! {03} Cruel Reality says:
:D:D

Kimyee (the tenth mafia) say:
ME TOO LEH HAHA!

Kimyee
(the tenth mafia) say:
i keep seeing wushu people, then i was telling cherie
"WHR IS MY CLAIREY BOO"

2B-PENCIL'o8! {03} Cruel Reality says:
OMG
SAME

2B-PENCIL'o8! {03} Cruel Reality says:
I WALK PAST
BAND

2B-PENCIL'o8! {03} Cruel Reality says:
THEN I LOOK LOOK
LOOK

2B-PENCIL'o8! {03} Cruel Reality says:
CANT FIND
YOU

2B-PENCIL'o8! {03} Cruel Reality says:
BLEH

MADE MY DAY!

when the last minute of 2009 falls,

2010-01-01T22:44:00.005+08:00

Happy new year world!

I guess there's no need for any resolutions if I know I won't keep to them, but I know it is important to cherish whatever I have now and stay happy for as long as ever. That will keep me alive and going, yes?

I've gained more than what I've lost last year, at least all that I have lost made me feel like I need to treasure more. And the feeling of regret is getting lesser every time I make a decision to go for something. But whatever it is, say byebye to 2009!

Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN HSIAO TIEN!
Haha omg I was so worried you didnt like the surprise ley! Haha thanks for being such an awesome babaye LOL (ive said tht like many times but im still saying it) and i shall just keep this post short and sweet (like you! except the sweet part LOL). So yeah! Hope you had the best day of your life and stay happy as long as ever! 2010 will be an awesome year for you! :D

its like whut? 8 more days.

2009-12-27T11:20:00.004+08:00

X'mas eve, x'mas, day after x'mas was great 8-) Im lazy to update more, so yeahhh. Im left with chemistry, little bits of physics, math and chinese HAHA that's kinda like more or less everything? MATH, gosh. Typing it already makes me sick. Hm. Im currently staring at the chem worksheet and wondering what are those words.

I am so not excited for the whole new year and honestly i wonder why.

full of crap,

2009-12-27T11:12:00.000+08:00

AH WHY DO I FEEL THAT WAY GOSH. ):<

Untitled.

2009-12-26T11:20:00.002+08:00

I was browsing through the net one day and then I chanced upon Xiaxue's blog and I'm like super frigging amazed by her awesome love story. FAIRY TALES DO HAPPEN AFTERALL!
You should go catch it even if you aint a fan of her blog because it's so hard to believe dude!

we had no reason to fight,

2009-12-23T23:01:00.003+08:00

Ytd:
Kbox was too ex like wth 29bux?! They can jolly well go rob the bank like srsly!! So we went to ktv instead. We thought ktv were like for aunties and hokkien songs but we were wrong and their charges were more reasonable. So like always we started spamming the song list and screaming over the mikes. Overall it was fun and we were left with about like, say, 4 pages of songs! Plus for every song we eject after each chorus so we tried our best to save time alrdy HAHAHA sounds so auntie-ish but whtevrrrr.

Tday:
Mini x mini x mini class outing today, only like 6 of us went cause most of them had stuffs on. Nevertheless it was interesting. Ate at some Chinese restaurant (Y) food, and then waited for the movie AVATAR. gosh its an awesome movie you all really should go and catch it! Haha me and ahteng were so excited during the fighting scenes lmao!

Then i created a tribe for the four of us.

I am MIYATAWA. (I keep telling them it sounds so pro and they dont think so!!!! WHYYY!)
Yiting is TENGASU.

Tseyin is YINYAGOO.
Claire is BOOYAGINI. (yeah and it does sounds like lamborgini(?))

I think my tribe name is the best (Y).
My favourite line from the movie "Aint that a bitch?"

No wonder they spent 13 years for this movie, it is great indeed. Sounds like some saint movie rightttt but really k its a good show. WHY ZHANG YONG SAY ITS BORING :(

You need to speak to yourself sometimes,

2009-12-23T22:11:00.003+08:00

tell yourself you'll shine, you gotta be strong, you'll be okay.

sometimes its just so hard to do tht.

I did less than what I could do,

2009-12-21T10:35:00.001+08:00

Maybe I could have done more than that.
If I tried a bit harder.
But why am I making excuses with "maybe" and "if"s?

Something's burning way too long,

2009-12-21T10:34:00.000+08:00

I think hes hot.

“Perhaps there is more understanding and beauty in life

2009-12-21T10:26:00.001+08:00

when the glaring sunlight is softened by the patterns of shadows. Perhaps there is more depth in a relationship that has weathered some storms. Experience that never disappoints or saddens or stirs up feeling is a bland experience with little challenge or variation of color. Perhaps it’s when we experience confidence and faith and hope that we see materialize before our eyes this builds up within us a feeling of inner strength, courage, and security. We are all personalities that grow and develop as a result of our experiences, relationships, thoughts, and emotions. We are the sum total of all the parts that go into the making of a life.”

—
Virginia M. Axline

Maybe some people have left,

2009-12-21T10:21:00.002+08:00

but even though they dont stay in our lives,
they will stay in our hearts.

FF - Food Face

2009-12-21T10:13:00.002+08:00

Why are you staring at me?!

Maybe sometimes we've lost ourselves,

2009-12-21T10:09:00.004+08:00

because we've put on a mask for too long.

things that gave you a smile,

2009-12-20T23:47:00.006+08:00

I got the feeling back again - the satisfaction of performing on stage and how the practice have been all worth it. When I was playing the third piece, I was thinking "Wow it was gonna be over" and yes it is over, another performance.

Every time there is a performance it feels so different even though the people you are playing with might be the same. Maybe it's because of the different circumstance and for a different purpose, and every year it is different in a lot of ways I cant really describe.

Whatever it is, thank you for all the support for those who came and brought presents and every sms of yours! I'm terribly sorry to those who wasted their money ): Like the juniors, evan! (so sorry for the trouble), you and ahteng! Dui bu qi ah!

Whenever I type in band under the "labels for this post" it makes me wonder how much band has taken up in my life. But I know no matter what I have smiled, laughed, experienced a lot throughout all these years with all the bandsmen and Im so grateful of that.

Been kinda long since Ive typed so long for something but whateverrrrrrrrrrr im feeling weird nowadays. Sounds as if Im leaving for good though ._.

Keep feeling as if something has gotten over me and I can't get rid of it.
HELP IM TRAPPPPPEDDDD.

ARGH.

feeling low as ever,

2009-12-19T16:09:00.002+08:00

I feel like typing in short chunks of random sentences and so I shall.
Ytd I was the man of the house, i fixed the leaking water pipe. (Y) Cip was awesome ytd although it was short, because there were so many cute children and my xiao shuai ge ^^ though hes super mean T.T And kids were showing off their balloons tsktsk. I wanted the spongebob one but it wasnt patrick so well. Hooooot. Tomorrow is the concert alrdy, and my lips are cracking and swelling up. I hope this sacrifice is worth it, and I hope I do not/MUST not squeak *crosses fingers*!

2009-12-16T20:23:00.002+08:00

He said to post the 2nd picture cause among all he looks best in it.

we all thought it would turn out fine,

2009-12-16T20:06:00.005+08:00

but we were wrong.

My laptop is back finally! Everything works perfectly fine now I am so gladddddddddd. But windows live sucks because apparently i tried downloading it but failed so kudos to ebuddy! (Y) Dont care, I am going to try until it works hahah.

This week's filled with band, from monday's unpacking to yesterday full band practice and tmr's one as well, and finally Sunday's Yuhua concert goshhhhh. Other than that life's been pretty much normal hm I guess.

used to feel that way,

2009-12-14T22:07:00.002+08:00

used to think that i could understand,
used to laugh like i own the world,

used to.

the things that brings people closer

2009-12-11T20:28:00.002+08:00

(time, space)

are the things that make people grow distant.

stuck in between

2009-12-11T19:50:00.003+08:00

(via papertissue)

the feeling of dreaming and awaking

let's go home

2009-12-11T19:45:00.003+08:00

(via papertissue)

being happy was never an issue to begin with

Just my luck,

2009-12-09T10:02:00.003+08:00

HSIAOTIEN, THIS IS TO YOU:
DOUGIE OWNZXZXZX.

:)

2009-12-08T22:24:00.000+08:00

(via papertissue)

Guo Cong Min Fan Club

2009-12-08T13:05:00.001+08:00

Someone searched "guo cong min" and landed on my blog HAHAHAHA.

Another Santa.

2009-12-08T11:29:00.000+08:00

Santa, I wanna learn how to cycle! :(

Materialistic wish.

2009-12-08T11:28:00.001+08:00

Santa, I want a room like this and a built in closet with many clothes~

ARRR.

2009-12-08T11:27:00.001+08:00

OH DUDE, SO WHAT?

2009-12-08T10:48:00.005+08:00

(via sugarspun) - FRIGGING CUTE PLZ.

Maybe its time something happens.

RV's getting a new principal, I guess most of us knows about it now. And everyone is saying how much we miss ms ek because we've heard somewhere or from somebody that the new guy principal is much worse than we thought. And I used to hear many complaints about ms ek, i used to do that too.

Hm.

Ytd was out with yiting, hmph you lucky girl! HAHA. We can cancel one or two things off our list now ahteng! :D And then was dinner with the mafias. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY YILIN :) Lazy to update details, but the mafias are a bunch of nice people, hope we'll have another outing whoowhee!

Shopping w ahteng:

My bro keeps telling me this: ITS NEVER TOO LATE TO BELIEVE IN SANTA!

Movies

2009-12-06T20:42:00.004+08:00

Movies seen these 2 weeks:

Sex In the City - 3.5 stars, typical teenage romance kind of show
My Sister's Keeper - 4 stars, TOUCHING LIKE MAD ):
Ugly Truth - 3.5 stars, haha really funny xD
New Moon - 3.5 stars, much better than twilight!
2012 - 3.5 stars, feel quite depressed..

My girlfriend is a secret agent - 4 stars, very nice!

Yay im going to continue watching movies online. Probably re-watch some movies as well.

I am not that bored I just happen to have time :)
Need to practise clarinet, do homework (really?), pack my room and read the new books ive got.

the best things we see,

2009-12-06T18:48:00.003+08:00

(via papertissue)

can never be captured with a camera.
/

Life is really packed right now, every single day seem to pass really fast. After a few tomorrows and we're back to school, the thought of it really makes me go RAH. IMMA FIXING MY LAPTOP SOON (like finally after using ebuddy for the longest time everrrr). Everytime I look at hsiaotien's com she will say "its been long since you've seen this type of screen right?" LOL.

After a meaningful talk with Sebastian yesterday it makes me feel PHEW and sorta happy.
LIFE, HERE I COME! Haha sounds so weird o_o

My grandmother took a durian puff and said "Do I have to dip this into chilli?"
and I LMAO-ed for very long.

it is weird how we can be happy and sad,

2009-12-06T18:43:00.003+08:00

both at the same time in our lives.
/
Because there's a feeling of lost and gain in every circumstance,
someone born and someone dead every single day,
an illness and a cure discovered,
smiles and tears in everyday of our lives.

Untitled.

2009-12-05T12:28:00.000+08:00

if you knew what happiness was,

2009-12-05T12:24:00.000+08:00

Think again.

“ Only once in your life, I truly believe,

2009-12-05T09:35:00.002+08:00

... you'll find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement.
Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life. ”

Bob Marley (via quote-book)

You heard a gun shot at night,

2009-12-05T09:29:00.003+08:00

Ashleykband (via deviantart)

On the eleventh hour of our summer time.

if you were given options,

2009-12-04T22:53:00.007+08:00

would you have made the right choice?

Many times I question myself if all these while I have made the wrong choices from the many options I have been given. A single yes and no would make such a huge difference, and did these choices turn out to be correct? Things keep changing and I have no idea what I can keep track of. Perhaps the memories and what I have cherished before, even if now I have lost it..

After going to the Rape of Nanking museum it really makes me feel that life is so fragile. Thousands of deaths and witnesses but some people can just turn their backs away and pretend that none of it has happened. It's weird to have such thoughts after the trip but really, what is the extent of inhumanity?

Oh yeah, sofia has left for australia :( Didnt went to send her off, sorry! I will really miss you a lot, i hope you have fun there and take care of yourself alright! Remember to visit us when you come back next year okay :D

Shanghai Trip Pictures:

how do you save yourself,

2009-12-03T20:11:00.004+08:00

from being less selfish?

Hellooooo world!

I am finally updating though I honestly have no idea where I should begin with. Am back from shanghai finally, and really it was a great trip. There's so much to share and so much to say, but I guess I'll let the pictures do the talking next time yeah. MAFIAS FTW! Haha I really need to thank the mafias for taking real good care of me, if not I would really feel extra and out of place during the trip. And my dearest room mate kimberly peh! :)

Gonna make full use of this 2 weeks and have an awesome time hanging out before there will be tons of band practices :) I have a long list of holidays wishes yet to complete so yeaaah.

and i just wanna say,

i love all my friends and family

just because they are who they are,

and they are there for me, and they gave me all the great memories and help i need
For all that I appreciate them. A lot.

I dont understand,

2009-11-14T23:12:00.004+08:00

Haha for this post there WILL be details i dont care!

DDUTS: Double Date Under The Stars (w Hsiaotien Lihui Cher)
Was really awezome! (Y) There was beautiful music, chairs and tables by the pool, night lights, candles, good food (spaghetti as our main course, self prepared!) and not forgetting wine. Everyone was in a good mood 'coz everything was just perfect. Starting speaking in French terms but we had a (very) limited vocab. But whatever the best thing was the food and atmosphere! Then Hsiaotien played "Would you be there" by Redwan Ali to add on a pinch of romance, there was "cheers!" and "yam -seng!" and everything you could imagine under the stars by the pool - a perfect candlelight dinner.

BURFDAY: 8 nov (12am)
Almost spoilt my own surprise - its like a grandmother's story, but it is still unforgettable. Thanks to my dear girls - Hsiaotien Lihui Cher for arriving at my doorstep at 12am w my favourite strawberry cheese chewy junior (!) and a lighted candle, with my favourite daisies and giraffe masks(?). OH not forgetting the taupok (LOL). Didnt know they were staying over, until... I spotted the mysterious toothbrush and my mum's weird behaviour of bringing in mattresses and telling us not to stay up late.

Next morning was weird, wondered why:
1. They wanted to go fastfood restaurants for breakfast.
2. Cherie took so long in the toilet.
3. I had to finish my share of the cake asap.

Until they sudd sang the birthday song and the kfc staff brought in a cake, and until I found a piece of plastic in my cake (one of their presents) (L)(L)(L)! Thank you so much for all the trouble!

At night had a swensens cake from my family, but I was really tired alrdy!

3E Chalet (11/11 - 13/11)
I think it was great 8-) Like really really! Although we did things that any of us would do in any normal chalet, but it was still awesome because of the people. You got to really talk(heart to heart talks, random talks!) and have fun with everyone, and the attendance was good although not everybody was thr for the whole chalet.

Thanks to Ern Chuen and Jacky for teaching me like mad how to cycle T.T I kept running over ec's shoes sorry! YES and thanks to tzechong & wesley! for passing me the wallet! :D

And thank you so much to the sotongs HAHA for the awesome cheese cake you guys have baked GOSH ITS SO NICE KAY even my mum is in love with it HAHA! And of course the retarded presents HAHAHA!

Ah how can i forget the cute hello kitty underwear HAHAHA from Meiling Paola Fiona THANKS LOL! :D

CIP (14 nov)
Had the charity walk from hnf and gosh I was totally in purple today! :D:D:D Purple tee and purple balloons hahaha! Thank you very much ng yong, for your greentea and YONGSHENG! xie xie ni de brownie, it was great, thank you! :))))

Note: Pictures

(Y)

2009-11-13T22:14:00.002+08:00

I wanna post about DDUTS, BIRTHDAY, 3E CHALET! And so i shall, some other time when I'm free, but then i'll be excited about 2J chalet! :):):):) Be patient I know you guys miss me HAHA! Might be moving over to tumblr BECAUSE OF NICE PICTURES and because uh.

Dont want to think about it anymore. Really.

Once a year,

2009-11-10T22:18:00.003+08:00

My heartfelt thanks to everyone who wished me and gave presents, thank you so much! You guys have made my day a really special one :)

Specially thanks to my sexayes! (esp Hsiaotien, Lihui, Cher for arriving at my doorstep at 12am sharp gosh i love you guys!) And of course my family! And many of those who stayed up late to wish me, and everyone who remembered and smsed me, posted on my wall on Facebook, on msn. Thanks for all the presents and everything, I cant say enough thank yous!

Will update more next time. : )

weak hearted,

2009-11-01T22:00:00.003+08:00

it felt so empty even though i was standing in a crowd

Went to get a new phone today, intended not to spend more than what was given in the voucher but ended up spending more but I guess it was worth it. Gonna treasure it to bits! :)
Went for the Clean & Green CIP as well, HAHA so funnnnn! I love our station big time, there were all kinds of people :D I made new buddies like Marcus, Gilbert, BRYAN (L)(L) - HE IS MINE, TSEYIN HAHAHAHA!, jiawei and Darren. I am a pedophile ^^ OMG TSEYIN SEND ME MY PICTURE W MARCUS! Hahaha xD Those kids made my day :) I even pinky promised 2 kids that they were going to choose RV after ther psle LOL and to come for the open house. TEEHEE. And at the end of the day we were all discussing about how Singaporeans can get so cheapskate, though we are as well, but definitely not like those people who bring huge plastic bags just to contain all the freebies they can get hold of .___. I still remember the MCAP with Carissa LOLOL, and aunties calling me Ang Ku Kueh or exclaiming that I put red powder on my face T-T. I even said we should PROTECT dengue .___.

directions

2009-10-30T21:52:00.003+08:00

it felt as if the enemies ruled the world. Feels so vulnerable towards what we cant control. I feel kinda tired now. I think im blessed - dad just called to say the police found something that belongs to me, I think its my wallet, the one i lost last month :)

stuck in between the everchanging phase of life,

2009-10-29T21:06:00.000+08:00

" Do you ever get that feeling where you don’t want to talk to anybody? You don’t want to smile and you don’t want to fake being happy but at the same time you don’t know exactly what’s wrong either, there isn’t a way to explain it to someone who doesn’t already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting and being alone never was. At least when you’re alone no one constantly asks you what’s wrong and there isn’t anyone who won’t take “I don’t know” for an answer. you feel the way you do just because. you hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait. "

Well I do.

I wonder why do I even care,

2009-10-28T22:40:00.002+08:00

And then you get tired.

I think I lost my popular card, again. I just got a replacement one 3 weeks ago, alright that is very depressing. Felt a little happier today, because I saw the messages which 3E peeps wrote at the side of the class photo, some of it (like pekkhoon’s!) made my day. Getting treats - thankyou huang laoshi, mr tan and mr ng! :") Talking to ht and kimberly made me better too, I wasn’t the only one feeling pms that night. :D Bballed with some of 3e girls. Brainstorming retarded names with Ah teng and Carissa was funny, Spunktards we are, spunkbeats we play. HAHAHA. Cant believe that the thing I dread the most is going to come true.

Ah, happy belated birthday Xinzhe! Happy birthday Francis :)

Dont know what I'm going to get out of this,

2009-10-27T21:01:00.005+08:00

C'me to think of it, maybe I should have done that.

Life's a bit tiring I guess. Sometimes rather meaningless. I can never please everyone, I know that, but why do I still try so hard to do so. My arm aches like mad right now, every little force I apply hurts my arm and I have no idea why, so weird. Feeling a lot more pms nowadays, but holidays are coming so I should be happy, yes no?

When things become broken,

2009-10-24T21:11:00.004+08:00

Went over to Yiting's for a baking session a few days ago. Was frigging hilarious! I kinda forgot what we were laughing over about, maybe because half of two trays of cookies were burnt hmm. Well it was still a success because her dad said our cake was nice, irresistable muahaha. And then i rushed over to bpp cause i thought i was going to be super late for the 6L dinner but turned out i wasnt. Details are boring so anyway we went to kfc and laughed over really crazy and stupid stuffs. Friday was (Y). Screamed like mad over the games and laughed till my stomach hurt real bad. LOL we didnt know any of the cheers and we just screamed even before the cheer finished. (Y)(Y)(Y)

Went to get new uniforms ytd with Hsiaotien and Lihui, then met up with Cher to play badminton. Had fun laughing at breathless cherie and shouting "CAO" and "NOOB" at Hsiaotien because she is! And then we were like "Hey let's go swimming" So we ended up in Cher condo's pool floating around and singing "I believe I can fly~" Went into the sauna and we didnt dare to close the door in case we end up like those in final destination HAHAHA. Pictures next time.

School's ending in 4 days and I.cant.wait. :")

Sense my sarcasm.

2009-10-22T22:05:00.002+08:00

3 things people can never hide from:

1. Getting drunk
2. Falling in love
3. Falling out of love

6 hours in the Lecture Theatre was the best post exam activity everrrr.
- smiles -

i know whats right,

2009-10-21T22:02:00.005+08:00

I just need something to happen, I need a sign that things are going to change for the better, a reason to go on. I need some hope in all the things I do, and to search for a purpose.

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People gotta really stop saying I put lipstick because I feel pathetic, that my lips are swollen but is seen as "lipstick" to other people .__. LOL some skin allergy kinda thing, and I wonder why out of all places, my lips.

Was laughing like some madass with Yiting at first (because of LOL)and then with Carissa during the stock market game till my jaws felt really sore, now you know who to NOT look for when buying stocks or anything for that matter. OUR STOCK MARKET CRASHED TWICE, now how's that!

Behold Latecomers with their latest song, Last Few Minutes,

Lyrics and Music by Yiting and Kimyee.
HEEHAW.

Mutang walked to me today and said
"Kimyee, how come when you smile i cant see your eyes?"

LOL. I will smile like this next time 8-)

I need to note down over the things I laughed at everyday.

I just remembered another one,

Mr Jason Wong : "The most cruel thing to eat is a chicken omelette"

WHY?!

Go figure!

I think I laughed at more stuffs than that but I cant remember.

Oh. I said Ms Lee was hawt :)

'Cause all the best adjectives were used up alrdy.

Gonna fall apart soon,

2009-10-20T21:23:00.002+08:00

Maybe one day I will stop caring and live life as I want it to be.
I WILL RULE THE WORLD!

if i could, i would.

2009-10-19T18:29:00.005+08:00

lol i seriously have no idea what to do and how to think, is it because we never ask, or is it just that. i am just going to pray hard, pray silently that everything will turn out okay. i dont know how else to help.

will post pictures up another day.

we're the pillars

2009-10-17T21:41:00.005+08:00

On one very random eoy day, we decided to come up with this:
AND YES WE ARE GONNA DO IT. HAHAHA.

(click to enlarge)

We were talking about something sucidal..

hsiaotien. half deaf T_T says:
CHOI
KimYee /♥ says:
CHIO
KimYee /♥ says:
*COI
KimYee /♥ says:
*CHOI
KimYee /♥ says:
LOL

hsiaotien. half deaf T_T says:
LOOL
KimYee /♥ says:
HAHAHAHA
KimYee /♥ says:
wrh
KimYee /♥ says:
*wht
hsiaotien. half deaf T_T says:
elloelloelloelloelll!
KimYee /♥ says:
*wth
KimYee /♥ says:
LOL

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Today we had a mini 3e class outing, went to safra kbox at first but because it was so expensive we rushed to clementi for it instead HAHAHA. The people were Yiting Claire Fiona Tseyin Paola Jacky Shaun ErnChuen Xinzhe Xumeng. After that had dinner with Tseyin Claire Shaun Jacky ErnChuen LOL super funny. Played truth or dare and got scolded by some random person for being noisy in public.

Quote of the day:
EC: "Huh no, Guys dont gossip"

Shaun: -turns head to EC- "HUH YES WE DO"

HAHA it was funny anyway.

Up to you to believe,

2009-10-16T22:30:00.001+08:00

I thought this would be interesting though may not be accurate or true, saved this in my drafts so since I have nothing to post I shall dump this here as entertainment if you are bored.

This weekend: Class outing, exco mtg, fix phone, settle library fines, watch movies/drama series recommended by yiting/carissa HAHA zibi kia :")

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1. The end of the world is coming, if you can save only one kind of animal, which one will you pick?
a. Rabbit
b. Sheep
c. Deer
d. Horse

2. If you had to be an animal which one would you choose?
a. Dog
b. Cat
c. Horse
d. Snake

3. If you have the power to make one species disappear forever, which one will that be?
a. Lion
b. Snake
c. Crocodile
d. Shark

4. If one of the following animals could speak which would you prefer it to be?
a. Sheep
b. Horse
c. Rabbit
d. Bird

5. On an isolated island you can only have one of the following as your companion, which one would you choose?
a. Human
b. Pig
c. Cow
d. Bird

6. If you had the ability to tame all animals, which would you prefer as a pet?
a. Dinosaur
b. White tiger
c. Polar bear
d. Leopard

7. If you could be an animal for five minutes which of the following would you prefer to be?a. Lion
b. Cat
c. Horse
d. Pigeon

Analysis
1. Your choice represents the personality of the person you would be attracted to in real life situation.
a. Rabbit - Cold as ice on the outside, but warm inside.
b. Sheep - Obedient and warm.
c. Deer - Elegant and well-mannered.
d. Horse - Unbridled, free-spirited and free

2. Your choice represents the impression that you would like to give to your partner.
a. Dog - Loyal and faithful.
b. Cat - Stylish
c. Horse - Optimistic
d. Snake - Flexible

3. Your choice represents the behavior that would cause you to break up with your partner.
a. Lion - Your partner's arrogance and authoritative behavior.
b. Snake - Your partner is too emotional and moody and you don't know how to please him/her.
c. Crocodile - Your partner's ruthlessness.
d. Shark - Your partner's insecurity.

4. Your choice represents the kind of relationship that you would like to build with your partner.
a. Sheep - You both know what the other person is thinking without saying a word.
b. Horse - Both of you should be able to talk about everything and anything with no secrets kept.
c. Rabbit - A relationship that makes you feel warm and always in love.
d. Bird - A long-lasting relationship.

5. Your choice shows whether you are capable of cheating on your partner.
a. Human - Probably not.
b. Pig - You can't resist desire and lust so you are likely to cheat.
c. Cow - You are tolerant and you will try very hard not to do it.
d. Bird - You don't like to make commitments and are likely to cheat.

6. Your choice represents your views about marriage.
a. Dinosaur - You are quite pessimistic and you don't think happy marriages exist anymore nowadays.
b. White tiger - You think marriage is something precious, once you get married, you'll treasure it and your partner very much.
c. Polar bear - You are afraid of marriage, you think it would take away your freedom.
d. Leopard - You always wanted to get married, but in fact, you don't know what it's all about.

7. Your choice represents your views about love at this present moment.
a. Lion - You always thirst for love, you can do anything for it, but you won't fall for it easily.
b. Cat - You are quite self-centered; you think of love as something you can get and trash anytime you want.
c. Horse - You don't want to be tied by a steady relationship, you just want to flirt.
d. Pigeon - You think of love as a commitment for both parties.

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Ok that's all. :)